Life's Sexual Journey

My thoughts and feeling on my sexual journey through life. I have learned new things about myself and my sexuality. This is where I explore them further. Please feel free to make comments and ask questions.

Thursday, March 31, 2005

15 Minute Sex...

what was your first thougt when you read the title of this post? I have a suspicion that you assumed it would be a trash job about a man. I have a surprise for you.


Although I do enjoy having 30 minute to an hour sexual interludes with my husband. 15 minute interludes with my husband are pretty fantastic. He is really good at what he does. There are several perdictable moves, but he uses enough alterations in when these predictable moves are done. But he is so good at sexual intercourse that he can do the exact same thing several times and it is still really satisfying. Sometimes I feel like we are teenagers just giddy to be around each other. Yet when we are in the mood for sex you would think we were both 20 year olds having lustful animal sex. That is the way our quickies go. Our other sexual interludes are the ones you have on your honeymoon in the hotel. We have a lot of fun, and we do many things at different times. Our 15 minute iterludes are just because we are both horny and are not sure when we will both have the energy for it, or time. They deffinately leave me sexually satisfied, and I try to make my husband know how much I appreciate the time and energy, not to mention attention he pays to detail. That way I can ask for more later.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Fantasy

I know most of us who look at these things are adults with open minds. I also am happy to say that even those who are Christian think this way. I heard on a talk show one time a lady call in upset because her husband had a fantasy that did not involve her. She was worried that it meant he would likely cheat on her at some point in the furture. The host first asked the lady if she had ever had a fantasy that did not involve her husband. The lady shocked and almost horrified said of course not. The host then said "what a waste of a good fantasy." The lady said "What!!!"

She could not understand why the host was so laid back about the husband having "impure thoughts about another woman". The host explained that fantasizing about someone or thing else is not bad. That means you still have romantic thoughts and feelings. Now if after having this fantasy you would like to share it with your spouse that is great. However you spouse is also allowed to have fantasies and share them with you. Who knows it may lead to more interesting intimate moments.

I have to say that sharing fantasies with my husband has enhanced our sexual relationship so much. I have to say that no matter what fantasy I have I want to share it with him before I ever try to do anything about having the fantasy acted out. I share everything with him. I take that back I do not talk to him about very thing I am thinking or about writing this blog. I do talk to him about every thing that is important though. We call each other during the day a lot of times just to hear the others voice. We have been married for about 6 years now, and have a 4 year old daughter.

So it can not be said we are still in the honey moon stage of our relationship. He and I hardly do anything outside the house, and when we are out of the house it is very rarely together. However, when I do have a fantasy thought about some buff, hard bodied, guy shopping in Wal-Mart. I can't wait to get home and seduce my husband so that he can benefit from the arousal I felt over the fantasy. Also I want to see if he will do some of the things in the fantasy. Why shouldn't my husband, who slays dragons for me every day, reap the benefit of my sexual arousal. He works hard for me and I should show him my appreciation in one of the many ways I have. This way I get sexual satisfaction. My husband gets tension relief, as do I. We also share a wonderful moment of bonding together. My husband is a very talented lover and I have no want for quality in my sex life. However I could use a bit more quantity. May be I should try harder to win the lottery so that we can spend more time together. We will have time. I guess my pressure is that I have one more year until I am 30 and my chances of having another baby go down hill fast. I would like to have several more children, but we just don't seem to have enough time and energy together. We found a new position again. It was one that we had done before KK was born. Well, after she was born we couldn't do a lot of the positions we had use to do. This particular position was put on the don't list soon after we found out I was pregnant. I am very flexible and can have my knees bent back to my arm pits. I then help support my husband by putting the palms of my hands just under his pectoral muscle and cupping it. I lock my elbows and hubby stretches out his legs. It is a very nice position for both of us but was not one for being pregnant, due to the folding position. So I call it a new position. It is one not used in over 4 years. Well, I have blabbed on and on. Now I am going to go and try to have middle of the night sex with my husband.

Friday, March 18, 2005

Neighbors HOT!!!! house guest

Man I really hate it when my husband says something I am thinking but would never tell him. This evening I told him i wanted to go over to our neighbor's house and visit. They have a very hot masculine hunk staying the weekend. The husband and the guest have been buddies for a number of years, and the wife just naturally became a friend when they got married.

I have wanted to jump the house guest on several occasions. The one time I wanted to jump him and was so glad I had to use the fence as a prop, and couldn't climb over it. The husband and house guest were out digging post holes for the upright fence post to make a picket fence. The house guest is of dark complection and has a latin flare to him. That just enhances the appeal. They were both with out shirts, but since I like more meaty men the house guest looked much better to me. What is really bad is the husband reads my blog and will probably tell the house guest what I said and we will all get a laugh out of it.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Trying to get Pregnant

Why does it seem that getting pregnant never happens when you want, and by the time you are ready to just go on and forget it it happens. Well, I am still not pregnant, and I have gone from actively trying to get pregnant including ovulation drugs. On through forgetting about it, back to wanting to get pregnat again. Why is that when a woman wants to get pregnant all her friends come up pregnant and every other woman at Wal-Mart is about 3 months pregnant already. It is almost like I am not suppose to get pregnant. Of course though I have to believe that I know better. Oh well, things will happen when it happens.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Web-cam sex

I don't know why but some times it is just fun to masturbate on web cam. There are times that it really turns me on to mastubate on cam. I am not sure Barak would like to hear that, but it is true. I really like to masturbate that way with my boyfriend. Yes, hubby Barak knows about boyfriend. We are trying to set up a weekend orgy for the three of us. I am dripping just thinking about fucking my boyfriend and my hubby at the same time. I have longed to be double penetrated. I love my husband and would never leave him for someone else, but I also love my boyfriend. I would like to fuck my boyfriend while my husband watched, or maybe with hubby standing up behind us and me sucking his dick. I think it would be really hot for my boyfriend to be fucking me and sucking my hubby's dick. Oh I think I am going to cum right now just thinking about this. Yes, boyfriend likes to suck dick. I do to, and I also like to eat pussy. So I think it is only natural. I just can't wait until we have a weekend orgy, and it would be an orgy. None of us would sleep for at least the first night and most the next day. We would wake up after passing out from exaustion, and start all over. Of course this would have to be a four day weekend. That is just so we could have a day to recover. Ha ha ha.
I am truly a person who needs multiple partners. Not just male partners, but female as well. I am trying to develope a relationship with a girl right now so that she will truly be my girlfriend. I love all three of these people. I would never leave my husband for any of them, but I care about them as if they were part of my family. My daughter likes my girlfriend. She has not be around her that much, but knows she is a wonderful person. well, I have blathered on enough. It is time for me to say good night anyway.